Wednesday, September 5, 2007

The Mystery called Hell


I just listened to Dr. Azzecove's recorded sounds while they were digging. I can say, that it is one of the most distrubing proof of the existence of hell that I have ever seen. Maybe, I was meant to watch that for the truth that I, my self is religiously disturbed.

Accepting the existence of hell like Dr. Azzecove and Dr. Rawling (heart surgeon) who rejects the belief of God is like accepting that life after death is true. Though, it was very contradicting and controversial how the fear of hell among people can change the world into a better place. A world of peace, as we all want. A world lived by people who were belived to be saved by God himself, is what everyone desires.

No one can escape Hell, except permitted by God, as what the Christian principle says. But, is salvation exclusive only to the Christians, the believers of the Bible, those who kneel under the cross and kisses the statues of saints? Will I be save too? If all I am seeking is a vivid explanation of such beliefs and not of biblical passages, historical miracles and subjective aspects? Will someone comes down from heaven to save me?

I can see the preachers as people who dictate among the people of what to believe and be afraid of. Rather than what is generally true... What is true? Which one? Is what others say true is the real truth? Is the ability of man to rationalize became part of the stereotype in the religious industry? Should it be considered normal not a cause of evil?

Monday, September 3, 2007

Aye Just Thought



What an embarrassment! A degrading intellect, a mind that has grown in a nice environment, supplied with adequate nutrients but contains awful pictures, disastrous thoughts and other unbelievable imagination. I don't mean to look like a scientist for having a motto "Dare to be different" which means inclining more on discoveries and challenges. I'm not rather a manipulator of people's thoughts, where in the end they'll say they commit a mistake in knowing me. I always have the same reaction from different people: "No'ng una tahimik pero nasa loob pala ang kulo!"

Well, I don't really know what I was thinking for a time I throw up and talk to my former religious state, "What have become of you? Are you still the Berlin that I know? Or rather a mysterious creature floating along the pacific? Or a bold person who become a member of a stereotype and deals nothing else but the question what is life and death? Are you afraid of death? Do you believe in heaven? Do you truly accept the existence of supernatural being? Are you still there?